Does it really matter what you were like before you ended up in Miseryville, though? I mean, think about it. You're a good person now, right? So why the hell should you let the possibility that you might've been an asshole in the past mess you up? You can't sit around obsessing over shit you've done wrong in the past. Especially when you don't even know if you've done anything wrong in the first place. All you can do is keep moving forward and try to do the right thing in the future.
And as far as why nothing in Miseryville bugs you...
... I dunno. Maybe there isn't anything wrong with you. Maybe you just got balls. It's easy to let a shitty situation get you down. It takes guts to just let it roll over your shoulder and focus on using your strength to help out other people. If you ask me, the fact that you try to make things suck less for people in a place that's supposed to suck more than makes up for any screw-ups you might've made once upon a time.
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Does it really matter what you were like before you ended up in Miseryville, though? I mean, think about it. You're a good person now, right? So why the hell should you let the possibility that you might've been an asshole in the past mess you up? You can't sit around obsessing over shit you've done wrong in the past. Especially when you don't even know if you've done anything wrong in the first place. All you can do is keep moving forward and try to do the right thing in the future.
And as far as why nothing in Miseryville bugs you...
... I dunno. Maybe there isn't anything wrong with you. Maybe you just got balls. It's easy to let a shitty situation get you down. It takes guts to just let it roll over your shoulder and focus on using your strength to help out other people. If you ask me, the fact that you try to make things suck less for people in a place that's supposed to suck more than makes up for any screw-ups you might've made once upon a time.