Jimmy Two-Shoes (
awesmazings) wrote2014-08-28 05:42 pm
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[Anyone who knows Jimmy at all might have noticed that he's been unusually absent from the Network lately. Ignoring new arrivals, and only talking to people sparingly- and it's always, always via text. In fact, Jimmy hasn't made a video post to the Network himself in several months, and it seems like that hasn't changed.
It's jarringly unusual behavior, but the sudden message that pops up on the Network this afternoon might be the most surprising thing of all, even moreso than the radio silence. No attempts at filtering, either.]
What do you think 'Hell' is?
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Also um, hold on, he might be breathing a little harder on the other end of the screen now due to that description there, Roxy.
THINGS JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE]
m uh
just wondering.
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ok im not an expert
but that kinda sounds like more than just wonderin
whats got your pants in a bunch
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what you said just then
like about what Hell is supposed to be like
thats what ive been told it is too
and that worries me that you said exactly what they did
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was i supposed to say something different?
if youre worried about like dying and ending up there
well one youre not dying its not allowed
two im sure you wouldnt end up anyplace like bad or something
and really if hell is a legit thing it prob is like
android hell
like for bad robots
so
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no no its
okay. youre fine.
um
its not that. exactly.
[There's a pretty long pause, here, before he says anything else.]
i think im already there, roxy
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what
how are you texting then if youre not in pokeland???
cause im 100% sure pokeland isnt hell
though i guess it could be heaven
or do you mean like
metaphorically?
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my home. back home. before i got brought here.
like im not there now but if i went back home suddenly one day
id be going back to Hell.
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See, Roxy had always automatically pictured wherever Jimmy could be from as like a land of sunshine and rainbows, honestly. ]
ok first off
what makes you think that
second was your home like
bad??
like hell or not if it wasnt bad then it
well it might not matter
like yeah theres all these stories about hell being awful and shit
but if it wasnt then
well then theyre just stories
if it was bad tho then
obv youre not allowed to go home i'll kidnap you first
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well no.
i like my home.
but its not so much my home im worried about.
its that if my home is hell
and im there
...
why am I there?
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like there are two things we know about hell
based on the stories
1 it is bad
2 bad people go there
and if weve disproved 1
then that means we can disprove 2
and even if we cant then well
who knows what rules you gotta follow to be sorted naughty or nice lbr
but i legit cannot fathom the idea that you are anything other than 100% good by any standards that count
maybe its just
backwards
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but i mean i really dont
know
because i cant remember anything before where i live.
i mean it's called Miseryville.
its supposed to be a terrible, awful, miserable place.
but i like it.
...
maybe that means im a bad person for liking it.
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no
nope
look just because you like your home that some people say is awful terribad does not = you a bad person
like so what if its called miseryville or w/e
and people are all like oh hell is whips chains and fire and bad people
like shit what do they know
its all about perception
just because people are talking trash about your home
doesnt say anything about you as a person
all it says is that that is their opinion
and opinions arent facts
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Hell being an awful place, no matter what you think it is
like thats a universal thing. everybody who has answered me thinks that
whether or not they think it exists.
i know it does. its my home.
im
im so sorry i dont even know what im
trying to say i just want it to stop
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ok look i am trash at making people feel better
but i am a great judge of character
and hell or not you are good
just
believe in the power of your goodness
ok?
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ill try
im really glad you think that though, roxy
youre not trash...
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we both agree that were both hella awesome
y/n?
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yeah that sounds like a good idea
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textual fistbump on it?
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textual fistbump