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Jimmy Two-Shoes ([personal profile] awesmazings) wrote2014-08-28 05:42 pm

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[Anyone who knows Jimmy at all might have noticed that he's been unusually absent from the Network lately. Ignoring new arrivals, and only talking to people sparingly- and it's always, always via text. In fact, Jimmy hasn't made a video post to the Network himself in several months, and it seems like that hasn't changed.

It's jarringly unusual behavior, but the sudden message that pops up on the Network this afternoon might be the most surprising thing of all, even moreso than the radio silence. No attempts at filtering, either.]


What do you think 'Hell' is?
exeggutorhead: (monster)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-28 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
A massive stone Gate in the middle of nothing but an expanse of light. It can lead to another world if you go in alive and meaning to push through, but if not...it's darkness.

Darkness and thousands of what look like shadow children with bright purple eyes. But I don't know if it has anything to do with what happens after death, I don't remember that much.
exeggutorhead: (come what may)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-28 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That's where I originally came from, before I was...called out of it, I guess you'd say.
exeggutorhead: (yeah well I guess so)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-28 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I don't remember why I was there or how I got there. I've got some memories of a living person from before who I don't think was THAT terrible. But the part of me that remembers that place...I'm not sure if it was even a person or just one of those children, maybe who'd always been there. It's complicated.

[And it's kind of nice to talk to a complete stranger about this, who Envy doesn't have to give a damn about what they think. Also, putting a lock on this because ahaha the Gate.]

So why do you ask?

[Because he can tell a leading question when he sees one.]
exeggutorhead: (hm?)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[...well this just got more interesting.]

what, the fire and brimstone and pitchforks hell?

so what you're after is to figure out if you're a dead person who used to be really awful, am I right?
exeggutorhead: (but see what about this other thing?)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
do you remember anything from before you were in this place?
exeggutorhead: (what are you doing)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
so if you don't remember, what does it really matter who some hypothetical person was and if they're dead?
exeggutorhead: (come what may)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
and if it's true that you were? what then?
exeggutorhead: (what're you lookin at)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
look

getting caught up worrying about a life that you don't even remember is a really good way to wind up miserable and losing your mind.

what was this world of yours like for you? did it feel like you were getting punished for something?
exeggutorhead: (yeah well I guess so)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
the hell everyone thinks of is a punishment for wrongdoings. if you weren't getting punished, then maybe you didn't do anything.
exeggutorhead: (whut)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
okay wait

slow down

just tell me about this place


[When did he get invested in this? What is happening?]
exeggutorhead: (OHSHI--)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[HE DIDN'T MEAN TO SIGN UP FOR THIS]

what's wrong with liking a place you feel like you belong in, even if it's shit?

you like making people happy? well you live in the place where everyone's miserable

you get to just do what you like all the time. I don't know, maybe you volunteered to go there
exeggutorhead: (OHSHI--)

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[personal profile] exeggutorhead 2014-08-29 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
wishing's not going to make it go away, or make you forget. trust me, there are a lot of things I wish I could forget.

who cares if your home is hell? if you love it, you're happy there. if you find a place where you can feel like you belong, then fuck what anyone else thinks about it.

if you go back it will still be the same place it was before

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